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I have withdrawn about 300 usdt to cash.
Not because I have won,
but because I have learned that safe profits are those that truly come out of the market.

Looking at this month, it may seem good. But the reality is, my total losses are still significant.

The red numbers are real, and I do not hide it.
This is not a smooth journey, and clearly not an instant success story.

Even now, I still do not understand many things. Support and resistance still feel foreign.
What I hold onto are the most basic things:
trying to buy lower and sell higher, and keeping myself from trading with emotions.

There may still be a factor of luck.
I acknowledge that. However, taking profits is my way
of appreciating the process and protecting the small results I have.

This profit does not erase the past,
but at least it reduces the wounds little by little and reminds me that slow does not mean wrong.

This is not about boasting profits,
but rather about being honest with oneself,
having the courage to pause for a moment and keep moving forward without deceiving oneself.

I have not achieved anything yet.
For now, I choose to focus on maintaining the process, protecting the small results,
and not adding new mistakes.

For now, I will take a break from trading.
Not because I am giving up,
but because I am currently focused on completing several important things in life.

I believe the best results come when the mind is clear,
not when forcing oneself in the midst of busyness.

This journey is not over, just a brief pause.
I want to return later in a more peaceful state,
more focused, and more prepared to follow the plan with discipline.

Thank you to myself for trying this far.
And it's okay to go slow,
what matters is to keep moving forward when the time comes.

- Sixth day, profit +58.95 USD.
Today feels good, not because the number is big,
but because I can stay calm and follow the plan I have made.

After yesterday's losses, I felt doubt and fear of repeating mistakes.
But I remember one thing:
learning is far more important than chasing quick returns from the market.

I entered slowly, disciplined, without pressure…
and the results came naturally.

Trading is not about being the best.
I still have a lot to learn, I still make mistakes often,
but I am proud because I do not give up and do not repeat mistakes out of emotion.

Today I am grateful,
not because of the profit,
but because I can maintain my mental state better than yesterday.

Tomorrow I start again from zero,
without excessive expectations,
just trying to be a little better than my past self.

#HariKeenam #BelajarTanpaEuforia #TradingDenganHati #PerjalananBukanPerlombaan

- The fifth day and today I am in the red (-13.90 USD).
But I do not see this as a failure.
Instead, this is proof that I am on the right track:
real trading is not just green, but also the ability to face the red.

In the past, whenever I suffered a loss, I would immediately seek revenge and go all out.
Today is different.
I stopped as planned, I maintained discipline, and I let today come to an end.

The market today won in numbers,
but I won in self-control.
And in the long run, that mental victory is far more important.

Four green days tested my skills.
A red day tests my mental strength.
And I passed the exam today.

Tomorrow I will return, not for revenge,
but to continue the plan.

#HariKelima #BelajarDariKerugian #MentalKuat #TraderDisiplin

update

- The fourth day and I am getting more stable.

Today's profit +24.99 USD is not the result of luck,
but the result of strategy, patience, and maintained mental strength.

In the past, I was trapped chasing big profits.
Now I chase consistency and self-control, and that is far more valuable.

Four days in, the charts may go up and down,
but my mental strength is getting stronger day by day.

Day one: rise.
Day two: endure.
Day three: mature.
Day four: stable.

Tomorrow I will repeat again not to chase numbers,
but to continue becoming a better trader than yesterday.

#HariKeempat #StabilBukanSpekulasi #KonsistensiLebihBerharga #TradingJourney

- The third day started with a loss of –6.18 USD,
but this time I was not tempted to take revenge on the market.

I paused for a moment, took a breath, and returned to discipline according to plan.
The result? The day closed at +19.78 USD.

It’s not the profit that matters most,
but the way I achieved it — without emotion, without forcing, without overtrading.

Today I learned that true victory is not when the chart is green,
but when my mindset remains stable even when it briefly turned red.

First day: rise.
Second day: endure.
Third day: mature.

Tomorrow I will return again — slowly, consistently, without haste.

#HariKetiga #MentalTrader #NoEmotionalTrading #KonsistensiDiAtasSegalanya

update

- Second day and I am still on track.

Today's result +21.25 USD.
The number may be small for others, but for me, it's proof that discipline works.

Two consecutive days of profit is not due to luck,
but because I learned from the past and controlled my emotions.

I am not chasing a jackpot, I am chasing consistency.
Little by little, until I finally rebuild everything.

The first day proved I got back up.
The second day proved I held on.

Tomorrow I will continue again — stay calm, stay disciplined.

#HariKedua #BangkitLagi #TradingDisiplin #SmallWinsBigJourney

- First Day.
The day I chose to rise, not to give up.

After a long journey full of losses, I reset my mindset, strategy, and patience.
Today I proved one thing:
I can still win — even from the smallest steps.

+8.34 USD is not just a number, but a symbol that I am starting again with discipline.
No more rushing, no more being driven by emotions.

The first day has passed.
Tomorrow, I will do it again — more focused, stronger.

#HariPertama #BangkitLagi #TradingDisiplin #SmallWinsBigJourney

On this journey, I lost a lot — a total of -3801.36 USD.
But from every loss, I found valuable lessons:
that the market is never wrong — only we who are not disciplined enough.

I used to trade with emotions, without a plan, without risk management.
Now I know, the key is not in "gaining a lot", but "losing a little".

Starting November 25, 2025, I will rise again.
With a system, linear daily targets, and a calmer mind.

This is not a comeback to take revenge on the market,
but a resurgence to master myself.

I may have lost in numbers,
but I will not lose in this journey.

#Restart #DisciplineOverEmotion #TradingJourney #25Nov2025